toxicTrickster

I feel like shit. I want to cut. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to sleep forever. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel useless. I feel worthless. I feel like i'm nothing. I feel fat. I feel ugly. I feel disgusting. But no matter how many showers i take. No matter how hard i scrub. I can't scrub away the thoughts and this feeling. I need help. But i don't necessarily want it. I just don't know what to do. I am depressed and i am tired. But i can't sleep. I wanted to go to bed at like 11 last night but was awake until 6 am. 

After lunch, her teacher announced that the school was holding a fire drill. When the alarm sounded, Carmen and the other students filed out of the classroom and assembled in the yard outside. As the teachers read out the roll call, the gang of five girls decided that this was a great opportunity to embarrass Carmen in front of the whole school during the fire drill. They moved over... to where Carmen was standing, near a sewer drain, and began crowding the poor girl, getting in her face and nudging her towards the open manhole.

They pushed her and she tripped over and fell head-first down the manhole. When they saw her falling, the girls started giggling and when Carmen's name was called out, they shouted "She's down in the sewer!"

All of the other students began laughing. But when the teachers looked down the manhole and saw Carmen's body lying at the bottom in the muck and the poop, the laughter abruptly stopped. Her head was twisted around at an odd angle and her face was covered in blood. Worse still, she wasn't moving. There was nothing any of the teachers could do for her. Carmen was dead. When the police arrived and went down into the sewer, they determined that she had broken her neck. Her face had been torn off when she hit the ladder on the way down and her neck snapped when she landed on her head on the concrete at the bottom.

The police hauled Carmen's body out of the sewer and sent her to the mortuary. Everyone had to stay behind after school while the police questioned all of Carmen's classmates. The five girls lied to the police, saying they had witnessed Carmen falling down the sewer. The police believed the girls and Carmen Winstead's death was ruled an accident and the case was closed. Everyone thought that was the last they would hear of Carmen Winstead, but they were wrong.

Months later,Carmen's classmates began receiving strange e-mails on their MySpace accounts. The e-mails were titled "They Pushed Her" and claimed that Carmen hadn't really fallen down the sewer, she had been pushed. The e-mails also warned that the guilty people should own up and take responsibility for their crime. If they didn't there would be horrible consequences. Most people dismissed the e-mails as a hoax, but others were not so sure.

A few days later,one of the girls who pushed Carmen down the sewer was at home taking a shower, when she heard a strange cackling laugh. It seemed to be coming from the drain. The girl started to freak out and ran out of the bathroom. That night, the girl said goodnight to her mom and went to sleep. Five hours later, her mom was awoken in the middle of the night, by a loud noise that resounded throughout the house. She ran into her daughter's room, only to find it empty. There was no trace of the girl. The worried mother called the police and when they arrived,they conducted a search of the area. Eventually, they discovered the girl's grisly remains.

Her corpse was lying in the sewer, covered in muck and poop. Her neck was broken and her face missing. It had been completely torn off. One by one, all of the girls who pushed Carmen that day were found dead. They had all been killed in exactly the same way and were all found at exactly the same spot. In the sewer at the bottom of the same uncovered manhole where Carmen had met her doom. But the killing didn't stop there. More and more of Carmen's former classmates were found dead. It seemed that anyone who didn't believe that Carmen had been pushed, was eventually found down in the sewer with their necks broken and their faces torn off.

They say that Carmen's ghost is still on the rampage, hunting down anyone who doesn't believe her story. According to the legend, Carmen will get you, whether it's from a toilet, a shower, a sink or a drain. When you go to sleep, you'll wake up in the sewer, in complete darkness, paralyzed, unable to move, hearing cackling laughter all around you. Then, as you scream in horror, Carmen will come and tear your face off.

So be careful who you bully, because you just might find yourself on the receiving end of the curse of Carmen Winstead.

FACT: About two months later,16-year-old David Gregory read this post and didn't re post it. When he went to take a shower, he heard laughter, started freaking out, and ran to his computer to re post it. He said goodnight to his mom and went to sleep, but five hours later,his mom woke up in the middle of the night from a loud noise and David was gone. A few hours later,the police found him in the sewer, with a broken neck and the skin on his face peeled off.

Even Google her name - you'll find this to be true.

If you don't repost this saying "They hurt her," then Carmen will get you, either from a sewer, the toilet, the shower,or a drain

So i was watching Danisnotonfire videos and i watched his "List of reasons why i am an awful human being" video and he was talking about his bad habits. So i was like okay i kinda wanna do this as well :>

Would anyone maybe be interested in rping a zombie apocolypse rp? i have this oc i made back in June and i havent gotten to use her cuz my girlfriend hates zombies so we dont rp it. SOOOOO

KARKAT VANTAS (♋)
[x] Cancer is your zodiac sign
[ ] You hate the color red
[ ] You love RIDICULOUSLY TERRIBLE ROMANTIC MOVIES AND ROMCOMS
[ ] You like to program computers
[ ] You fail at it
[x] YOU LIKE TO TYPE IN CAPS
[x] You don't put up with anyone's bullshit  (as in assholes .w.)
[x] You love to argue and support your arguments with empty logic  
[ ] You never smile
[ ] You get aggravated easily
[ ] You act like an asshole but deep down you care for your friends
[ ] You have problems with relationships
TOTAL: 4

Vriska Serket (♏)
[ ] Scorpio is your zodiac sign
[ ] Dark blue is your fav color
[x] You love to roleplay
[ ] You like spiders
[x] You like end of the world scenarios such as the zombie Apocalypse, fall out invasion etc
[x] magic 8 balls are cool
[ ] You are very manipulative
[ ] You are a huge bitch (oooooh when I'm pissed off I am)
[/] You easily get bored
[ ] You blame your problems on other things, such as "bad luck"
[ ] You have an addiction to breaking things
[/] You never clean up after yourself
Total: 4

Tavros Nitram (♉)
[ ] Taurus is your zodiac sign
[ ] Your fav color is orange and/or brown
[x] You love FAIRY TALES AND FANTASY STORIES
[x] You love card and role playing games
[ ] You believe in FAIRIES, even though they AREN'T REAL.
[x] You are too sensitive.
[x] You never really "hate" anybody
[ ] You like to commune with wildlife
[x] You have a friendly attitude((Depends on my mood, but usually.))
[x] You are pretty good at poetry
[x] You LARP
[ ] You sometimes stutter when you talk (when I am nervous >.>)
total: 7

Terezi Pyrope (♎)
[ ] Libra is your zodiac sign
[/] Your fav color is red and/or teal {normally yes. its like right there with green wtm c: }
[ ] You are more interested in taste and smell then sight
[x] You love dragons
[ ] Y0u l0v3 t0 sp34k 1n l33t h3h3h3
[x] You love plushies
[x] You love to role play
[x] You are a sociopath
[x] You are almost always grinning
[ ] You take interest in law and justice
[x] You like to draw((Well, I AM on DeviantArt, here! XD))
[/] You can be really flirty sometimes {i dont freakin know? LOOL }
total: 7

Kanaya Maryam (♍)
[ ] Virgo is your zodiac sign
[ ] Your fav color is jade
[ ] You love fashion
[x] You love LIVELY COLORFUL PATTERNS.
[ ] You love to sew
[x] You love literature
[ ] You have no problem getting into fights
[x] chainsaws are awesome
[ ] You like make up
[x] You are a pretty creative person when it comes down to it
[x] You like the taste of blood (shut up....)
[ ] getting revenge is always high on your list
total: 5

Aradia Megido (♈)
[ ] Aries is your zodiac sign
[ ] Maroon is your fav color
[ ] You inadvertently make frog noises
[ ] 0_0 is your fav emote
[ ] You like ARCHEOLOGY
[ ] You like to destroy things out of boredom
[x] You can hear voices that no one else can hear
[ ] You used to role play
[ ] You are obsessed with temporal inevitability
[ ] You are a very violent and confrontational person
[ ] You're sometimes spooky in appearance
[x] You love talking about depressing things
total: 2

Equius Zahhak (♐)
[ ] Sagittarius is you zodiac sign
[ ] Your fav color is royal blue
[ ] You have a widow's peak
[ ] You sweat a lot
[ ] You love being strong
[x] You SUCK AT ARCHERY
[x] You have a great appreciation for THE FINE ARTS.
[ ] Practically everything MAKES YOU FURIOUS
[ ] You have so much rage, it can only be expressed through STAGGERING QUANTITIES OF PHYSICAL VIOLENCE.
[x] You like to build things
[x] You have some pretty strange fetishes
[ ] You love playing high stakes games
total: 4

Nepeta Leijon (♌)
[ ] Leo is you zodiac sign
[x] Your fav color is green
[x] You love cats
[x] :3 is your fav emote
[x] You are into furries
[x] You love to draw
[x] You have a heightened sense of smell
[x] You are freaking obsessed with friendly role-playing
[x] You have a naive view of everything
[x] You love "OTP"
[ ] You are just too cute (I am not cute at all xD)
[x] and very playful (sounds kinky >w>; )
total: 10

Sollux Captor (♊)
[ ] Gemini is your zodiac sign
[ ] Your fav color is yellow
[ ] You speak with a bit of a lisp
[ ] You are a totally sick hacker (I wish)
[ ] You have bi polar mood swings
[ ] You are pretty introverted
[x] You beat yourself up over little things
[ ] You like to keep everything mismatched such as your clothing
[x] You think you are not good enough
[ ] You'd rather be technical then use brute force
[x] You think you have voices in your head, but it really is just your paranoia
[ ] Your best friend is a dick
total: 3

Feferi Peixes (♓)
[ ] Pisces is your zodiac sign
[ ] Your fav color is magenta
[x] You love wearing colorful clothing
[x] You love to swim
[x] You get really excited easily
[x] You are very very perky and energetic
[ ] You are optimistic and fearless
[x] You are stronger then you look
[x] You love looking after animals
[ ] You are very modest
[ ] You have a pretty good tolerance when it comes to annoying things
[x] You have a slightly rude and insulting side
total: 7

Eridan Ampora (♒)
[ ] Aquarius is your zodiac sign
[ ] Your fav color is purple
[ ] You dress flamboyantly
[x] You have an affection for tales of historical leaders, conquerors, and military history.
[ ] You have a massive ego
[x] You love magic and wizards  (harry potter....)
[x] You have a genocide complex
[x] You swear like a sailor
[x] You try to make friends with everybody regardless of their opinion of you
[x] You get jealous a lot
[ ] You are romantically lost
[ ] You are kind of a tool
total: 6

Gamzee Makara (♑)
[ ] Capricorn is your zodiac sign
[ ] Your fav color is indigo
[ ] You like clowns
[x] You like sweet things
[x] You like to bake
[x] You are pretty laid back
[ ] You don't like knowing the technology or science behind things
[x] You are impulsive and/or unpredictable
[x] You are silly and eccentric
[ ] You like insane clown posse
[x] You cuss a lot
[ ] You are a stoner
total: 6